October 19th, 2007
October 15th, 2007
That and I think I am going to make a new outfit for the occasion, I know I have a lot on my plate but whatev - I am making the X-Ray Spex tube for my birthday, I still need the actual clothing part of my halloween costume so that should come first and I want to make a very sexy Dolce & Gabbana mixed with Marc Jacobs inspirered dress for the Dropkick Murphys show - can it be done YES MA'AM!!
Heres what I am talking about
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October 14th, 2007
October 11th, 2007
MY WIG KICKS ASS
October 10th, 2007
Why does this always have to happen to me? Hmm? Why do I end up being a self-loathing retard like all the time. I am cool, this is fact really, and yet all the time I sit here on my computer being the hugest emo girl ever. and I have no freaking right! I mean, I have the attention of guys and I am somewhat in the best kind of relationship I could ask for (A complete sham and it works rather nice for me), I am getting my wig sometime this week hopefully I looked DAMN GOOD TODAY and yet I feel like shit! How is that fair?!
Bah - let the self-pity commence I suppose. Even though thats lame shit .... (kind of like Vivienne Westwoods spring 08 line and trust me I am PISSED about it!) Though I decided I should post some pictures to bring me joy, so lets discuss how my taste in fashion is AWSOME. (oh & P.S. I am going all Perez on this shit (and double P.S. its just on how awsome John Galliano is and we already know that! M'kay!) )
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October 2nd, 2007
This is true - I do beleive Drag Queens have more fun than I do - a giant game fo dress up - like every day?! Thats AWSOME. and they get to be so extravagant and I am soooo envious all the time. Anyways I finally ordered my first wig online and I am SOOOOO excitied. Its from the forever young brand (that I love) and the wig is called frenzy - I got it in a super light blonde for a few reasons - this way I can use it for halloween, I decided for sure to be a barbie and I needed a blodne wig for that, and secondly I just LOVE blonde wigs passionatly. Here is a picture of my sexy baby
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Except in a super sexy light blonde :) Oh I love wigs soooo much and this is a nice one! Not that my manic panic one isnt - but it is lacking in some things - aka the ability to wear it often . . . .
I love my mother for buying me a wig - I need a job so badly eww.
September 30th, 2007
September 21st, 2007
Oh my goodness your right she makes a hairpeice - weee. and though I do not always take webcam pictures (though I should) because webcam shots SUCK I need comments! advice? such as oh my gosh never wear that in public, I am not always going to wear that heaband, saying as the weft blends in rather nice, but I am not too sure as of yet ......
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fuck my cut isnt working so alas.
September 18th, 2007
You MUST be kidding, I mean if nothing else the fashion of our time is so bleak
I am about to eat my words. Though I have always loved her in a huge way and was among the first serious designers I really did love (Betsey Johnson was #1) Anna Sui has given me a reason to live. I am serious and I know thats sad but i was seriously having a dismal time until I saw her new 2008 spring line and I remembered why I love fashion, if someone can express themselves in such a way and kick my ass like that then I must have faith in the future of fashion, and FINALLY its going in a direction I like - In ready to wear no doubt! I am used to saying a small "praise mary" whenever I see the new Dior Couture lines but usually ready to wear has bored me so much I dont even bother. But Anna Sui you give me faith!
"Reality is SO boring" John Galliano
and this is why we dress up, this is why fashion is so wonderful becuase its FUN. I mean come on now!
I love the hairstylist so much "Funky is back!"
August 26th, 2007
I often really do hate my life.
Its clear I hate my job and need to quit, as much as I want to like it I am NOT the kind of girl they are looking for and I need to quit asap. All I do latley is have emotional breakdowns and I have been drinking so much more than I ever want to. I mean I had that 3 day bender and then last night I got fairly trashed, and I know its that "never drank before figure it out" stage but I AM SOBER AMY DAMNIT AND PEOPLE THINK THAT IS FUCKING COOL. Boo on me for being such a fucking sellout who works at a gay store that just makes me more of a sellout.
The other day some girls came in and were like "Oh my god you USED to be amy gilson, thats so fucking cool" and I was like than-oh wait I USED to be amy gilson, am I just a sham of my former self? I am the artist formally known as prince? like what the hell. That comment is kind of what made it so I had to quit, I look like a sham when I am at work, people dont regognize me, and those that do just look at me and go WTF why are you working HERE ....
So I am quitting my job and maybe moving to edmonton to find a cute mormon boyfriend and be happy doing whatever I need to do to be happy. :)